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Peg Cheng

Author + Blogger + Teacher

January 1, 2017 By Peg Cheng

Why I Decided to Become a Writing Coach

The year I achieved my dream of being a full-time writer was also the year when I felt the most lonely, fearful, and depressed.

But before we go there, let me tell you how this past year was great.

I love being creative. This past year, I got to be creative every day and write full time. I have never had that chance ever in my life. So 2016 was monumental simply because of that. But, this was also the year that I wrote my first adult novel, a suspense novel inspired by Snow White that’s been marinating in my psyche for the past eleven years.

This novel was my most complicated and challenging writing endeavor yet. It features three different points-of-view and nine key characters, and delves into domestic violence, PTSD, friendship, love, and the care of bonsai trees. Writing this story was hard, tiring, and emotionally draining. But I finished the first draft and I’m proud of myself.

But despite reaching my major goal for 2016, I was not happy. In fact, most days, I struggled with loneliness, fear, and depression.

For months, I thought it was because the material I was writing was dark and emotionally difficult. But as the months went on, I realized it was more than that. I realized that one of the big reasons 2016 was so personally difficult for me was because I was working against my nature.

You see, I don’t just love being creative, I also love being of service to people.

Being of service to people and helping them achieve their goals is something I’ve been doing for close to 20 years. It was through the course of this year that I realized I didn’t just help other people achieve their goals because I liked it, was good at it, and got paid for it; I also did it because it is something that is intrinsic to my nature. Being of service is part of my core being.

This led me to have an existential crisis last month.

I knew I couldn’t go on being a full-time writer at home, leading a creative yet solitary, lonely, and depressed daily existence.

At the same time, I had a difficult time imagining myself back at a job.

I have nothing against jobs (I’ve had 35 of them), it’s just that I know from experience that if I got a full-time job, I would be so dedicated to it that my writing would suffer terribly or even cease to exist. That’s just the way I am. And good part-time jobs that fit my skills and experience are hard to come by.

That day in December, I cried and cried. I’ve cried many times this year but this time, I also felt defeated. I told my husband Marcus about it that evening and he felt bad for me. I went to bed thinking I needed to give up my dream of being a writer so I could preserve my mental and emotional health by finding a job where I could be of service to others.

The next morning, I woke up and did my usual routine. And I meditated, as I usually do. That’s when it hit me.

What’s the one thing I most want to help people with, right now?

Writing.

I thought, I’ve already been helping people with their writing and with achieving their goals for nearly 20 years.

Why couldn’t I do that again?

But as a business, not as a job?

It was right there before me.

I wanted to be a Writing Coach.

After a lifetime of writing, and helping others write, I’ve realized that we all write better and stronger when we receive encouragement and constructive feedback.

That’s what I want to do–give people the help, encouragement, and feedback they need to write better and to keep writing.

In 2017, I’m going to be a writer and a Writing Coach.

The irony of this is I don’t think I would have discovered this path had I not gone through this pivotal year of being creative but also being lonely, fearful, and depressed. I needed to go through this year to see what it was really like to be a full-time writer with all its peaks, valleys, and plateaus.

Now that I’m here, I’m grateful for this year. I’m grateful I’ve reached this fork in the road and I don’t need to pick either path.

I can forge my own path.

I hope my story has given you some inspiration as you forge your own path in 2017 and beyond. Please know that if you need some help along the way, I’m here for you.

October 2017 UPDATE: I closed my writing coaching practice on October 31, 2017. Click here and here to read why.

Peg Cheng is the author of The Contenders, a middle-grade novel centered on the question, can enemies become friends? She is currently writing another novel that is a re-imagining of the Snow White fairy tale set in 1980s Seattle. Peg is also a writing coach giving help, encouragement, and feedback to writers from all walks of life.

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  1. Tamiko Nimura says

    January 3, 2017 at 1:59 PM

    Yay, Peg, I am SO happy for you! I know you will be (are already) fantastic!

    • Peg Cheng says

      January 3, 2017 at 3:24 PM

      Thank you, thank you, thank you, Tamiko, for your kind words and support! ๐Ÿ˜€

  2. Edgy Cosgrove says

    January 5, 2017 at 5:17 PM

    Cubby, I laughed when I read this. Sort of laughing with you, and at you. It’s just that it seems so obvious now–of course you should be a writing coach, for all the reasons you mentioned. Yet you had to go through a year of suffering to get that simple truth. How can we be so opaque to ourselves?

    Maybe it’s telling that the answer came in meditation–another part of the brain. Like how dreaming opened your publishing path. Do you ever consciously consult other aspects of mind when you’re stuck?

    Anyway, there you are already, with a new website, endorsements…kicking another year in the ass! Congratulations.

    • Peg Cheng says

      January 5, 2017 at 6:07 PM

      You would laugh at me, Edgy! ARRRGGGGHHHHHH!

      Actually, you’re right. In fact, I’m joining you in laughing at myself. Marcus and I often joke with each other that we’re “thick and slow.” We do this all the time. Keep making the same mistake over and over while the solution is right in front of us and we ignore/don’t see it for weeks, months, or years. Then one day, “Eureka!”

      Thick and slow. Yep. I’m a member of that club. But I’m also a member of the Fast and Furious, as you can see from my new coaching page. ๐Ÿ˜‰

      Thing is, I don’t think I would have felt quite right as a Writing Coach until I went through this past year. If I had never tried writing full time, I’d always wonder about it. I’m glad I don’t have to wonder anymore. I’m also glad I realized how much I missed working with clients. I miss the service. I miss the interaction. I miss the learning. I’m back in the game and it finally feels right. Thank you, Edgy, for sticking by me, and yelling at me from the bleachers every once in a while.

      • Nadeen Gayle says

        November 10, 2017 at 6:19 AM

        You have JUST GIVEN ME LIFE!!

        • Peg Cheng says

          November 18, 2017 at 11:36 AM

          I’m glad, Nadeen! But I hope I haven’t brought your hopes up, only to crash them down. I closed my writing coaching practice last month on 10/31/2017. Let me know if there’s anything in particular you’re looking for help on, and I can pass on some tips to you or refer you.

  3. Megan Sutherland says

    August 22, 2017 at 7:14 PM

    Wow! I felt like I was reading my own writing journey. It’s so good to hear that someone else has carried the same blight in following their writing dream. That’s wonderful you found coaching alongside writing. I’m still finding mine.

    Thank you! I’ll be following your newsletter.

    • Peg Cheng says

      August 22, 2017 at 10:13 PM

      I’m glad you can relate, Megan! Thanks for writing in. Coaching other writers this year has taught me so much. One, I need more continued interaction with other creatives (I love it!), and two, there are things that I like coaching people on, and things that I don’t. I’ll be writing a blog post or vlogging on that topic in the next couple of months.

      I wish you all the best, Megan, in finding your way on your writing path. Thanks for subscribing to my newsletter, and let me know if there are any topics you’d like me to address in future posts and/or videos.

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The Contenders is the middle grade novel you’ve been waiting for: diverse characters who are funny and real. Eunice and her friends and family feel so real–they are flawed, kind, complex, a little mean at times, and just wanting to find their place in the world. Highly recommended for every middle school collection.

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